I'm ready

august 11 2007

I'm ready for the schools to begin.

Well, to be honest, I would love to have the girls at home forever, but I'm done with all those male hormones.

My autistic son is hypersensitive for smells.
Not for his own.... but for cleaningliquids and such.

I was swapping the room this morning and I got so many comments about smell, that I had to remind myself that I'm far past puberty and I won't start a row.

But, oh, I wanted to.

So I breathed in and out, in and out, and quietly told him to clean the room himself and I would be OK if he did it, but only if it would give the same clean result as I get.

I sounded like an advertisement and I almost got the bottle of the cleaningstuff to show on my hip, telling it's the best and certainly the most economic stuff, especially when used with a bit of desinfectant.

But instead I just felt tired.
When will the days come when I can sweep and swap, clean and climb, just the way I want, without comments......